NG Relations

I never thought about my neighbors like this way before ! It was mid night 11:30 pm . I was busy studying for my MAT exam , The power gone so I was WhatsApping with my friends .. So sudden I heard some voice ,which was from my neighborhood. The aunty in the next door was screaming  on someone,her husband I guess !

Preety aunty nd Ani uncle.Their house is just in found of my house, They belong to a well-known Nair family . But now there is only 2 people. The younger son of that family and his wife . There were his mother but she went to her daughters place might be because she felt alone at the oldest because
Preety Aunty got job so when she leave for job she is alone ...

It's being a long talked with them , I don't know why ! I used to talk with Preety aunty when ever I meets her but I think she changed a lot .Preety cheachi that i knw was a young, ,smart,talkative person but now I could feel the old in her eyes as well as her face ! There marriage were before 11 yeas , that time I was studying in 2nd STD. I still remember how I used to act sick and after 9 I run to their house to watch TV , watch film ..whatever they are watching. Because that time we don't had TV so we used to go there to watch TV . My mom too, she used to join us after her work because my dad will come around 8pm so after finishing her work we used to watch TV . sometimes I even felt like they are my family except the granny , who something act so weird when I go there ! I wouldn't blame her , because if there TV work 24 hours there electricity bill gonna rise and they are the only one who need to pay it.

There 5 members, that granny , her younger son, the elder son , his wife and his son. And then Ani  uncle married preethy aunty and it become 6. After 2 more years the elder son ie, Vidya uncle and his family shifted from there to there own house ....

Ani uncle and prethy Aunty didn't had kids even after all this years . and years by years ani uncle turned like a lazy spoiled man .and now ! He rarely goes to work ! Because of that preethy aunty start going to work and that give him a reason to roam with friends and drunk day and night ...

I still don't know what's their problem! What happened between them ! It's not just about not having a baby.. It might be about the lack of love or may be something more.. But I wonder why I never bother about them before.. We were close ..our families were like one but somehow somewhere all changed .. I don't know why I never noticed them before, I never noticed their problems.. Is that the small wall which separate our plots or is that the big wall we created by time....

Ofline

Once so sudden she text him "Heyoo"

He felt like flying , lattus starts to crack inside his heart , he felt a cold in his stomach ..

He replied " hey" with a smile face but her text came before a hour an now she were of line. But he waiting.. Because he was excited to know the fact why she text him ....

BUT ...........

Online 1 hour ago

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FB life

He was going though his Facebook , liking his friends post so sudden he got a request . it was none other , it was his Ex. The same girl with whom he fall true love for the first , his first love .. The same girl he lost forever because of his one dunked decision ... He accept the request and gone though her FB walls , seems like she never used that account after their breakup ! Last post were about 2014 ... Him mind was flattering with lots of questions and answers but he knew all the mistake was his and he don't even deserve to get forgive.. He opened her albums and make sure she is still single . still knowing it doesn't matter . He saw her family picture . Her mom , she was not less than a real mom for him. He used to share everything with her and she called him son but now he don't even know how she is doing,he regrets for his stupid decision of cutting all other relationship with her. Because he was guilt , he was aware about his mistake and so he choose the running option! Running from the problems instead of facing them . after their breakup he never text any of the relations he had with their relationship.. But now after 2 long years ... He wanted to text her but he don't.. He turned off his lap and start Reding a book ! But he couldn't concentrate on the book .. All his thoughts was "can I text her? " , is "she ever gonna forgive me" , is  "why she send me friend request ?" ... And his heart was saying the "YES" but brain put him in negativity...

After 1 he logged to FB , he saw her online .. He want to text her .. He wanted to tell her how much he miss her , he want apologize for what he did to her , he wanted to scream the fact she was his only love , he wanted ask about her mom , above all he wanted to know what she is doing in life .. Is she happy without his ??

"Hy" - he text her

But unfortunately just before 5 minutes she went offline ... His brain let the fortune to unfortunate by thinking 3hourse for typically "Hy"...

Will she ever reply him ????

She knows all ..

For the first time she hurt him the core without uttering a word but with a single picture .

Lazy peeps like

There were days where all I wanted was to be a writer , months before it was about being a photographer, years before it was about being a singer , years and years before it was about being a doctor and now ... Am still that same girl who sleep in day and think about getting a life in future ! How wired am  !

Sorry from my heart

Sometimes u meet peeps after a long time and you really wanted to talk with them , you really want to apologise for the things you did , how much u regret for the way you hurt them ....but mostly it ends with a 2 letter word "Hy" and 3 words line "How are you " .... Because the brain know how much we are realistic about our mistake and the heart know how desperately you need to apologise even its tooo too late !

My mistakes

At some point of life all our mistakes will start hitting us back ...  Some came like a big Strom but then goes like the day rain ... But some came like a lottery so unexpectedly happens but goes with taking our peace with .....

Our impossible love

Everyone got something to tell about love. My eyes says one , your eyes says one and this book also  says one....

His LOVe

He looked at me , with my side  i could see him .. But ignored ! And today I saw him with that same look and I think this time am gonna look back 💖