Easter

My favorite part in easter is resurrection of Jesus Christ , for me it was always a wonder.. During childhood I used to sleep in the whole mass nd just used to take up in 12Am when whole light in the church turn dim nd the fireworks starts to cracks,the heavy sounds,red lights,smoke's and by breaking the grave walls Jesus resurrect....Easter is always special much special for Christians, because deep inside it hurt that how can someone love and die for the sin of others ...

"Gagultha malayil ninnum vilapathin maattoli kelppoo,Eavamenne krooshilettuvan aparaadham
enthu njan cheythu"

that song , the long walks through the highway with lighted candles the way we got interacts with the peeps behind and infront of us,how we help others while the walk, how the candles keep dancing with the winds  , statue of the crucified Jesus, fireworks after the Easter mass ..... don't know would I experience the next Easter like this or not ... but all this memorys will be turn the part of my life ..

SOMETIMES

There is always sometimes came into our life ... Sometimes we smile , sometimes cry , sometimes we let others smile , sometimes we let others cry , sometimes we keep hiding but something we just explore ! But when is exactly the Sometimes is ? I don't know its just happen sometime ! Sometimes all these above somethings would be for that that someone, who we really give somemore importance than just the someone ! So never let your someone in a situation they need to hide something from you ! Always try to be happy with that something which can make you Happy for ever not just for a SomeTimes !!!

Colors of my life

Every time when I hear the word Teacher there is some faces which flashes through ma eye , Sunitha teacher who taught me to love everyone irrespective of there color and all that things , when I was in 5th I thought I am a color freak ! I thought am a bloody white because I got something special from the darks ! and the dark girls around me, they were just waste ! I still can't believe how stupid I was , to valuate peeps on the base of there skin but when she realised that I have probs with the dark peeps, she punished me ! for a weak or more I used to sit in the floor,and my batch mate's and friend used to make fun on me  ! That time I felt quiet embarrassed and angry on her. But now when I look back I realises that how crazy I was !!!

SR.Little Flower  , who was my inspiration, she taught me that without mistakes we can't write anything! The more you write the more you improve ! I don't know how many times I wrote the same speech, behalf of the Rabbit !! It was crazy ! I used to feel bad for ma language, since it was too weak but she really pushed me up ! She encourage me to write ! And told me to forget about the Grammar and Spellings , and I started writing and she used to correct them , I remember that in the beginning ma book were filled with red marks much than blue inks ! I might not scored A+ or something but for me that silly marks means a lot ! Not because i just passed ,it's because she taught me to believe in me !

Sr.RiYa , who teach me to enjoy my life ! She gived us complete freedom and that make us realise what are bad and what are good ! In our life we need to enjoy each moments like there is no tomorrow but when you live the moment you need to think about the peeps surrounding you ! Am really thankful to her that she gifted me a memorable schooling , seasons might be change but in ma whole life I never enjoyed as much I did when I was in 12 . Thankuu so much for taught me to Love Life


Rini miss , who is a perfect teacher , she realised our capabilities and took classes as per our comfort ness , I will never gonna forget your Notes , I think without that notes most of ma friend might didn't even pass !! But because of you we all passed in a good marks..


BEFORE I end ma list , I have to mention one more name Sophi Miss , the teacher "who hate me for no reasons and same feelings from my side too" . I think if she wasn't there then we would stood together with complete unity ! But unfortunately she was our class teacher for 2 long years ! ! The worst thing ever happened in my college was SHE ! But now am happy she has been fired from my college and we are blessed with the worlds most adorable class teacher ! Thank you Julie miss , but it unfortunately we have only few months as a class !


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Te Amoo Much Estupida

Love is a precious emotion thats why sometimes we become love with some people whom we might even didn't like much . sometimes we used to act like we love them but honestly most of the times we fails ! But when we try to hate anyone sometimes we used to attached with them like we love them , and in the end we really starts to do . But in some occasions we used to flirt or cheat someone but unintentionally we starts to fall for them ! But when we loose that love we become a patient! For love ! We might even starts to behave like a drug addict when he didn't get his stuff ! So don't hurt someone when you know that in the end you will be dying by seeing them hurt ! And it hurt much when you are the reason for it !

"Today when I see him in TV all came in ma mind is you ! I really miss you ! I don't know what was that magic between us which always bring us together, even after some big fights ! I never used to say sorry ! but when it comes to you , I never bother what ! You hold my hand even you were at miles far but i was always surrounded by you .  All I wanted was you , your smile , your texts ,Your Spiritualism believes, your prayers, your jealousy , my angry , your status, our fights and our Love ... But in the end whole that little things really used to make our day , it was "I Hate You Like I Love You " "

My college LIFE (Part 1)

Like many others I entered this place I really don't like this place much since I was deeply missing my friend and my girls only classes but here .. From the first I sensed a lot of changes which gonna be in my life .The first day was crazy. There were some boys in the both sides of front gate holing some posters,the hordings nd their white dresses make me realise they are the members of college parties..for me that was a new experience for a second I thought "woo college parties and all this gonna be fun" (the Malayalam film "Classmates" and that song relating to election passed through my head...Was so suspect and wondered about all these new atmosphere but was missing my girl gang and my schooling. So when ever I tryed to be happy that memories make me feel bad .

Days passed,I made a girl gang with some girls who got similar idiotic level as mine. Nine girls who I met in the second day of my college. Two of them were my classmates in 12th but wasn't close with them like now. For me Shamily was just one girl who make sketches like picaso and Sherins image  was that silent girl until she tryed to flirt with a guy we met in train while our school trip,the same guy whom I got crush nd was flirting but now we are like Sisters not just them with ma whole 9 girls ,they r my sister's from another mother.Sheenu,Sherin,kiran,Linu,Sinu,Shamily,Athira,Parwathy and me. Parwathy joined our gang recently before that we were 8 .

There are lots of wildest things we did together .Ragings ,Fights with seniors ,ego Clash's  Kiran's love affair and after effects of wrong love her dad's threatens about letting us in jail if we ever talked with that guy , sheenus runned away marriage nd problems, Shamily and her filmy love story,

"Vayichalum valarum vayichillenkilum valarum, vayichal vilayum, vayichillenkil valayum." - Kunjuni Mash

We might grown up eigther with or without knowledge. With knowledge you will reach higher with all the capabilities you have but with out knowledge you will only reach where is was and only there life will be ... I can say it ! When my teachers taught me this lines from the great poet "Kunjuni Mash " I really didn't know about the hidden secrets behind this 2 lines but now I do!
Now when I look back am really happy at the place where am now . "Now am not where I want to be but either am not at where I used to be "- JB.